PillsI crave themThey're hiddenI want themThere's 50 of themEnough to kill me,Set me freeHelp my lonelinessMake me emotionlessThey're my weaknessI'm anxious to take themTo make the same mistake againI can't shake the thoughts of suicideI'm denied the one thing that makes me feel aliveBut this time I don't plan to surviveSee I want to dieSo I'll say goodbyeGo ahead, cryBut don't ask whyI'll just replyWith a sigh, and get highThen supply my throat with what its been deniedMy mind then decidesDeath is what it truly likesSo my liver failsAnd my heart diesLeaving all those around me...With one last surprise.
Gift- Locked up in NightmaresLocked up in NightmaresThe rain fell relentlessly, the lightning flashed through the sky and the thunder clapped in the distance. The dark grey clouds were not needed to darken the night sky they were floating under. They were not wanted. They were unforgiving and unstoppable.A fact which made him shiver.He slowly sat up from his collapsed state. What little light had come through the clouds from the moon entered his hellish room through the thick, metal bars. The sound of rain and thunder irritated him to no end.Even nature itself was against him.It was as if they had teamed up with the person who was responsible from putting him in here.In which case, both of them were treating him mercilessly.His skin was dry and had cuts, blisters and bruises trailing across mostly his arms, legs and feet. His fingers were almost boney, barely having enough strength to even curl up. His hair has grown out and was a mess with dirt trapped in between the strands, making it look as though the o
MeaninglessYou know it wasn't meant to beWhen your heart breaks and bleedsAnd you no longer feel anythingHonesty never meant a thingYou were ready...Just not ready to be with meI guess I mean nothingLike a toy, you played with meYou led me to believeI was worth somethingBut now I knowYou never believed in meI'm a jokeBut you haven't grown tired of meYou say you love meYet you lie to meIt was all for attentionYou crave it so intenselyI gave you everythingBut you rejected meNow I want one thingDeathIt's calling meAsking me,To go six feet underneathSo instead of answeringI'll give you..One last chanceTo prove to meThat you truly love meThen I'll give upOne last thing...My will to breatheSo you can live happily.